JC SiLent:You cant be that far away from me ; if we're looking on the same side of the moon
Thursday, July 17, 2008
Can't return of my colleague's gdwill [Part 3]
They created chances for me to partner wif him
Act cute, smile when I asked
Failed to get the ans for the qn 2 wk ago
Think he's super very scared of me now
Plan how to react or ans if he gives an ans
He used left hand to play wif me
Felt 'insulted' but i so lousy so no choice
Notice my new shoes cos striking colour
'Offered' to fold my sleeves when they were filming
May be caught on tape *Deep Shit*
Hard to prove my innocence now
Sorry still no chemistry, connection
& 9:17 pm
In response to some pt on SM's "for dear PA cum Maid" 3 Jul 2008 Part 3
Always enjoy reading ur blog
SM: me n yingkai's get-rich plans to 'sell u' off to some oil tycoon in the middle east for an angbao tat will feed our next 7-generations (maybe we'll auction u off on ebay!
CK: YK has plan to 'sell' me at all intl online aution. If i marry an oil tycoon and become his 48th wife, u guys must help me capture his heart for a few mth & try to get pregrant. At least got a child wif me when he finds new love. Also can get additional share of assets if I have a child.
Oil [create record high price again and again recently], commodities, food [due to current mkt dd, trends], gold [counter inflation], gd brain [needed at all times]are very impt assets. Maybe by being with someone who have them will help me earn them faster? Money is never enough cos of greed. I am one of them.
Hope to settle down 1 fine day but..
Hard to find a gd guy who has chemistry wif me, this weirdo. Need to be a superman to be wif insecured, emotional, low confident person. Tough on him. Dun wan to be his burden whom always irritate/annoy him. So rather be alone. Anyway no one wanted to enter my life for so many yr. Learnt to live wif it. Most impt thing is I'm happy, comfortable,.. so far still ok la.
SM: .. probably send a man running to a gay bar in less than 10 sec.
CK: No need so long lah. Think guys'll run away aft 5 secs. Now u noe how i scare guy off. Can't tahan these wan
& 5:59 am
Sunday, July 13, 2008
Fr boss: hey gal, i read it already. wld it b easier if d objective was to jus make frenzs n let nature take it course? =) n dun kip sayin tat ur is a niche mkt k!i think u look fine n is a great person to hang out wif.jus dun try to read too much into other's action.sometimes we do misread other intention n if its meant to be, then y worry? =p
To boss: to me their objective's quite clear: intro, hope to've poss instant interest, maybe slowly progress fr frend to couple.
dun mind making & having more frends.. 'can't escape' fr such arrangement. can be stressful, uncomfortable when face them at times when such objective known. anyway proved tt they aren't interested. maybe dun even wan to noe me as frend? nth much they can help either. dunno wat ppl's thinking so can only judge or assume. a bit disappointed, sad,.. maybe part of me do hope sth happen or think i std a chance? but this's life. can't be smooth sailing
unless he tell/show me directly or i can confront them what's their impression of me? how can i noe..?? may not wan to noe when this's out of mind..?
& 7:47 pm
28 Ju: saw life-sized Yoda, Star War fig,.. at Spore Toy & Comic Convention. Catch up with gals fr SIM
5 Jul: IKea. bought track shoes at Queenway. Had nice pasta & great coffee companion
12 Jul: Gary Cao concert
19 Jul: pending
26 Jul: Hope class'll start. Eason Chan concert
Aug to Nov: Work. Class & study. 'boring life again. NO LIFE!!!
& 7:39 pm
In response to SM's "for dear PA cum Maid" 3 Jul 2008 Part 2
Always enjoy reading ur blog
SM: PA cum Maid.. been using 'niche mkt' excessively as an excuse to push away all blind dates!
CK: Niche mkt's an super appropriate term for me. Save alot of saliva explaining. Thanks for coming up wif this, boss!!
Various reasons why I'm single or in a nice way "choose" to be single. Behaviour, thinking, interest.. abit different [actally very diff la] fr normal gal mah. Then i'm more guyish la.. No guy will wan to date a 'guy' wan mah, rite?
Where got blind dates? Haven't join any dating / matchmaking agencies ah. Plan to do so maybe 2 yr later? Need to save up some capital mah.
SM: Our recent conversation had been .. egypt
CK: Aware tt i have fallen in love with Egypt regardless what happened. Will still wan to visit Egypt esp Red Sea by 30 yr old and places less visited to minimise any regret in life. Can feel the passion, interest, love for egypt when i share/mention my this memorable trip. Look fwd to it.. my motivation now
SM: Our recent conversation had been .. our grand biz proposal
CK: Shld sit down and run thur this idea. Wan to help ppl.. Maybe I can help in this way? Contribute to Spore by increasing marriage and birthrate? Maybe PM Lee will honour us in National Day Rally leh.. in my dreams. If can earn money even better still lah.
& 7:38 pm
Sights at Egypt [2.4]
Day 2 Sunset over River Nile
Real holidays mean peaceful quiet.. With great companion. R&R time. No internet email call..
"What's meant to be mine'll be mine.. Eventually?"
& 9:26 am
