JC SiLent:You cant be that far away from me ; if we're looking on the same side of the moon
Thursday, April 17, 2008
Realisation / Reflection / Doubts 9
Past few days
1. Told my gf tt I am always free to be kapo aka listening ears like what they did for me
- Thank you for everything
- How I wish can give you guys a big hug
2. Have been suppering and gain tons of weight
- Gained abt 3 kg.. so need to get rid of it
- Nervous, excited, motivated to excel, scare, stressed all mixed tog make me "hungry"
- Must stop this bad, weight gaining habit
Today
1. Sold myself to a 5.5 days job
- Taking some "hardship" for sth I wanted to do
- Hope my effort, time,.. will pay off this time
- Hope this is sth close to my dream/ideal work. Sth I can do for long
- Must do well / improve
- Peep at the interview evaluation score. Got 5 over 7 for presentation/appearance. Can't believe!!!
- I appeal more to uncles ah??
2. Had a comforting warm chat wif Boss.
- Boss, Rem ur promise ah although promises are meant to be broken
3. Found nice Hokkien Mee and Thai mango salad at JP
4. Tong Heng's egg tarts very ex but the crust is super nice. Crisy abd flacky
Acredited by my grandma
5. Some chinese food stalls at the Pa Sa Ma Lam is quite bad la. Prefer Turkish and Malay food there like fried jackfruit, turkish wrap,..
6. OHHH NOOO!!! EXAM COMING
& 10:50 pm
Realisation / Reflection / Doubts 8
Last week - 7 to 13 Apr
1. Watched "Definitely Maybe" with my dear and many couples.
- Thanks mum for the preview tix.
- How I wish my bf/guy frend can have such build.. Daydreaming again!!!
- Conclusion fr the movie: Never noe wat will happen!! Highly impossible to have pure frendship btw opposite sex.
- Welcome anyone to prove me wrong wif real life examples
2. Women have anoth reason to remain single
- As per a survey, women is more or less happier/better off remaining single
- Doing an avg of 7 hr more of housework aft getting married
- I very lousy at housework oso lor
- Only noe how to cook and clean for myself. Dunno how to tk care of ppl wan la
& 10:26 pm
Realisation / Reflection / Doubts 7
Relatively more 'exciting' thing in Mar
3rd wk of Mar - 17 to 23 Mar
1. Sudden desire to visit Egypt/Turkey
- A Taiwan travel program stimulate my interest in exotic tour destinations
- Shld and want to see a real ancient civilization, world wonders, rich heritages and history wif my own eyes and ears
- Best to go when young and health
- Hard to form tour grp to go USA even USD is cheaper now
- Prefer to backpack to USA/Europe/Taiwan/China if poss
2. Tried to book holiday package
- No tour is cfm cos off peak
3. Ate famous Ipoh Clayfish Hor Fun at Fock hai Bldg
- Smooth, tender hor fun, fresh clayfish, generous serving of prawn, thick tasty prawn flavoured gravy
- Only open Mon to Sat 11am to 3pm
- Deserve 6 chopsticks fr Mankansutra
Last wk of Mar - 24 to 30 Mar
1. Decided to leave..
- Relieved in a way
- Can't bear to leave such a nice working envt.
- Realised my preference
- Hope will guide me thur career. Give me clear direction and goal
2. Depressed, demoralised, disappointed
- All the -ve "D" feeling
- Fortunately the listening ears are ard
& 9:26 pm