JC SiLent:You cant be that far away from me ; if we're looking on the same side of the moon
Saturday, December 02, 2006
Adopted from Mum aka Shannon's advice to me and those who want to noe guys.
"May not be such wonderful guy as it seems like wad others say because to them he is one of the few guy around.
He may practically not wad we see in the outer surface, he may be someone more than that beneath him.
Shld be rational else will be die in the deep sea terribly"
& 12:52 am
Thursday, November 30, 2006
1. Disappointment
Such a disappointment. Cannot perform up to expectation. Oth have to clear up the mess left behind. Very guilty, sorry, bad...
2. Seeking improvement
My ex-boss once said “Follow ur heart and prepare urself along the way to achieve ur goals”. Cannot build sth out of the air. Everything needs foundation, experience, knowledge,.. I am building / preparing myself for my goals. Hope I am on the right track towards my goals.
3. Sq one
Maybe will be left out in a big grp. No one click with me exceptionally well. Maybe will be walking, sitting, shopping,.. alone for tt 3 days?? Will not initiate any outing or program. Not the main lead of the grp as I lack the necessary charm. Not really part of them yet. Fine wif tt.
Glad tt I dun have to talk or entertain anyone at times. Replaceable mean can continue well w/o me. Enjoy and used to being behind the spotlight.
4. Voodoo “Love Charm”
To mum aka Shannon
Noe you have lot of hopes and well wishes for me in mind when you bought the love charm. Very sorry tt my bad luck’s more powerful / stronger than what the love charm can do. 2006 is coming to an end soon in a mth’s time. Tarot reading din come true as well. You must be disappointed with this outcome. Still strong abt this tt I can manage.
& 10:07 pm
Wednesday, November 29, 2006
To Mum aka Shannon
Please accept my sincere apology.
I dun mean to pressurize or bombard you. I am too impatient.
In response to your post (comments):
He will not be your “son-in-law”. IMPOSSIBLE!! stop daydreaming!!
If both of them are single, they will make a great pair. She has similar expression (jealous) when I stood quite close to him in the crowded train. They are super close gd frends. They talk abt almost everything. She normally side him and hard-sell his goodness to oth esp ladies. But he seems not interested getting hatched. Her effort will be in vain.
She likes to pair me with him cos I “secretly admire” him. Admit he is nice guy but nth will happen. I dun have the charm, power, ability to attract him. I am not good enough for his standard.
The guy
Like his broad shoulder due to personal reasons. Dunno anything abt his chest cos it is reserved for his beloved. Lucky he dun have an attractive voice if not more ladies will fall into his trap. Unsure if he has an expression or presentation problem as I dun talk to him much or often. He looks younger than his age with his hairstyle and dimples. Guess mum aka Shannon is attracted to his dimples?? He is pretty determined and driven. He noe a lot but he dun reveal his depth and knowledge. Ppl may assume he is anoth shallow guy. He can be quite attention seeking at times. He likes and enjoy the attention given to him from the ladies ard him.
& 10:10 pm
Monday, November 27, 2006
A story tt has been going ard thur email for some times. The ending where the stranger approach Jasmine is quite illogical.
Abosolute agree with the moral of the story:
Dun expect the person to noe and understd you as if he read ur mind. Certain thing has to said out and make known to the person!! The issue is dun exist if no one noe abt it!!
Daniel: I guess we are the left overs in this world.
Jasmine: I think so.. All of my friends have bfs & we are the only 2 persons left in this world without any special someone in our lives.
Daniel: Yup! I dunno what to do.
Jasmine: I know! We will play a game.
Daniel: What game?
Jasmine: I'll be your gf for 30 days & you will be my bf.
Daniel: That's a great plan in fact, I dun have anything to do for the following wks
DAY 1:
They watched their first movie tog & were both touched in the romantic film.
DAY 4:
They went to the beach & had a picnic. Daniel & Jasmine had their quality time tog.
DAY 12:
Daniel invited Jasmine to a circus and they went to a Horror House. Jasmine was scared and she tried to touch Daniel's hand but by accident she touched someone else's and they both laughed..
DAY 14:
They saw a fortune teller down the road and asked for their future. The fortune teller said: "My darlings, pls don't waste the time of your lives.. spend your time tog happily." Then tears flow from the teller's eyes.
DAY 20:
Jasmine invited Daniel to go to the hill and they saw a meteor. Jasmine mumbled sth.
DAY 28:
They rode on a bus and because of the bumpy road, Jasmine gave her 1st kiss to Daniel by accident.
DAY 29 at 11:37 pm:
Daniel & Jasmine were sitting in the park where they 1st decided to play this game.
Daniel: I'm tired Jasmine. do you want any drinks? I'll buy you one. I will jus go down the road.
Jasmine: Apple juice would be fine,thanks.
Daniel: Wait for me...
20 minutes later... a stranger approched Jasmine.
Stranger: Are you a friend of Daniel?
Jasmine: Yes, why? What happened?
Stranger: A reckless drunken driver ran over Daniel & he is critical in the hospital .
DAY 29 at 1:57pm
The doctor came out from the emergency room & handed out an apple juice & a letter to Jasmine.
Doctor: We found this in Daniel's pocket.
Jasmine read the letter which says:
Jasmine, this past few days, I realized you are really a cute girl & I am falling for you.. your cherished smile, your everything when we played this game.. & before this game ends, I would like you to be my girlfriend for the rest of my life. I love you, Jasmine...
Jasmine crumples the paper & shouted..
"Daniel! I don't want you to die...I love you... Remember that night we saw a meteor? I mumbled something.. I wished that we would be together forever & never end this game. Please don't leave me, Daniel... I love you, you cannot do this to me
Then the clock strikes 12
Daniel's heart stop pumping
THEN IT WAS THE 30th DAY...
Always love your loved ones & show them how you feel before it's too late.. You will never know when they will be gone from your embrace.. If you were given a time to bestow petals of everlasting compassion & love to your love ones, today is the day. Love them while they are still here...
Do the "right thing" at the right time!!
& 10:04 pm
Sunday, November 26, 2006
1. Love “curse / spell” work
I have been wishing, praying hard for some gf tt they get attached soon.
My love curse for one of my gf works. SHE IS ATTACHED!!
If anyone want to be attached, pls come and let me curse you for the rite reasons. Who noe who will be next to have such gd news.
2. Gd news finally
This gf has been waiting for a few yr for a guy who can truly appreciate, love, care, support, .. her. Her wait is not wasted. Her luck has finally come. Congrat to her. 3 cheers for her. Hopefully there will be more gd news ahead. Everyone is fine and happy.
3. Scary pastime / “hobby”
Seems tt someone has be scared by my behaviour again. Reasonable and sensible to be scared. This shows tt one is a normal person Will continue to my ‘fave’ pastime as a form of "filter". Who will stay and who will leave.
Actually many have left including "Tom Dick Harry".. (refer to some gal frend and all guys frends)
4. To Shannon aka mum
Will be strong and firm to resist my desires. Will be rational towards this matter even though it will be tough. Circumstance has prove the case so will not dwell on it. One has many choices and I am jus an outsider watching what will happen.
Since decided not to let anyone noe, dun expect anything in return. The matter shld be "non-existence" too.
Maybe better news will come along? Dun dare think to think so far and so much. Seems to be out of my ctrl.
Thank you for providing me a shoulder and a chance to pour the truth inside me. Dun have to hide / lie in front of you.
How i wish you are a guy and be my bf.. In my dreams I guess?
& 8:03 pm