JC SiLent:You cant be that far away from me ; if we're looking on the same side of the moon
Saturday, May 06, 2006
i’ve ended my exciting, interesting, crazy sch life.
Those who noe wat I mean shld be thxful tt I’ll stop doing and think stupid stuff. I have finished my ‘mission’ tt satisfy my 1st objective. Tt is more impt than the 2nd objective on a practical note. I’ll consider myself partially successful in my ‘mission’
No more long discussion on how to minimize my ‘pai sai’. How to be extremely thick skinned to approach strangers for help. Gd training for me. And I am lucky nt to be rejected for the sudden request for help. They are nice ppl. i shall write e thx you post aft my exam.
anyway i have given them thx you note in adv to really thx them. very grateful for their help since they are nt obligated to help me as if we are very close n stuff. i keep asking stupid qns. they must be thinking 'how come she dunno n dun understd these concepts.."
if i were them, definitely irritated by these qns lor. may even avoid the person.
I’ll be serious in my revision in my own world separated by partition. I’ll be isolated fr the rest unless sth so attractive / attention grabbing catch my attention.
& 12:42 am
Monday, May 01, 2006
thx mum for 'scolding' me back to sense tt i shldn't be day-dreaming at this pt of time. i got ur msg n have a better direction wat to do now.
really need some "scolding" and "reminder" to be on track. i may get lost in the big forest too at times like recently. "scold" and ignore me if necessary.
thx for reminding me wat to do. sorry tt i din consider ur position. such an "inconsiderate daughter".
promise you tt i will focus on my priorities. i won't and dun wan to disappoint anyone.
sorry tt i think and imagine too much recently. become an attention seeking nuisance recently over "stupid thing". took up lot of ur [mum]time. w/r is the outcome, i will accept it and won't dwell on it. i will try to minimise the contact [wif my mum].
at this moment i will like to thx anoth person who is willing to talk to me on the phone nxt wk. thx you. really appreciate ur attention, time and distraction. you noe who you are. think will be better to keep it as a little secret abt the contact of the call.
i've goals and lot of thing i want to do. like post exam activities wif my "mum" and oth. the date's still on hor??
to all:
jia you. hang in there. it will be over soon. get it over and done wif [esp apply to me]. will survive thur. then can move on.
& 11:02 pm