JC SiLent:You cant be that far away from me ; if we're looking on the same side of the moon
Friday, July 11, 2008
** deleted all overseas sms finally.. hope won't have sudden desire or itchy hands **
SM: hey gal, hope u r alright...someday, someone more deserving of u will come in2 ur life when the time is right. its all abt fate. =)
CK: thanks boss. jus 'bored' tt no one entertain me. no life when class starts lor.
all i wan is a companion who've chemistry, some common interest, similiar freq wif me. the person maybe a gal. who deserve me as frend / companion / partner? what's my fate?
Diana: nothing is better than present. just believe in that. trust me, u wld be happier. the rite guy for everyone is alrd written. if its not time, its not time. i believe that god loves us and knows us best. sometimes he learnt our daily routine, loved us and will make it easier for us to get to know the oth person in due time. he's still knowing us.
CK: tear-ed as you're right. Touched my heart, feeling,.. True to my heart.
May've missed him or Din realise he is ard?
I'm fine now. very insecured, stressed, scared,.. lot of -ve thoughts come along when dating. i not suitable to be in love. Timing is everything.. He will help us make the best choice.
[edited] as per my aunt, i seems to be flying ard.. for holi. doing wat i like. go ard and see the world. given tt i'm single so can afford to do so? hard to find companion at times.. maybe i'll travel alone 1 fine day?
& 9:26 pm
Wednesday, July 09, 2008
In response to Diana's "Many a times..."
Congrat tt you moved to a better job envt, pay, culture,.. You'll adapt well cos of ur strength, determination,..
Bad, sad past/experience is better to be forgotten. Let go, look fwd and move on!!! Life is a roller-coaster ride.. Somehow is all abt timing. Dunno if I have chosen the path to happiness, calmness, self-fulfiling.. Searching in process
Agreed to noe one better before making any conclusion. How to break the ice? W/r any chance, time, effort, fate, mood, feeling to get closer, understd better, noe better.. is anoth uncertainty.
Relative to you, I am more careful, picky/choosy, insecured, low confidence. Given up.. "Wnwilling" to give anyone any chance.. Close myself up
& 7:43 pm
Tuesday, July 08, 2008
Can't return of my colleague's gdwill [Part 2]
No obvious signs of interest
Encouraged to be pro-active to mix ard and noe better
But he dun react or move fwd and ehave as though nth happen
Do feel a bit weird cos seem to carry e joke a bit too far
Disappointed tt it will be a mystery
Prefer to be direct, fast, responsive, confidence this time
Maybe 1 fine day, will be thick skin and ask again?
But he won't say
No harm making anoth frend.
Let nature tk its course.
& 8:22 pm
Sunday, July 06, 2008
In return of my colleague's gdwill..
Badminton
They are arranging the next session. Heard he asked if a gal if gg. So 'forced' to join them again upon his 'special request'. I was teased for almost the whole noon cos refuse to believe.
At my manager's 60th bday dinner
[edited] Run away wif him to try find out which gal he wan to see at the next badminton game at co dinner later. But failed. Maybe shy? Blushing with a smile and must be thinking "WOWOW so direct!! how u noe?" dun ask already lah. so many ppl here.". Anyway he 'promised' to say next mon. Guess anoth promise will be broken?
I was asked what make an ideal husband. So gave a crap ans tt he has to be rich, stronger, taller than me.. Told to pour almost 2 third glass of XO for him.. [edited] Apologise for being so mean to him cos forced to. Became the limelight / entertainment for the co dinner.
[edited] Being sabo at the dinner. Din expect me to be super brave, direct to ask abt the 'special req'. Is their pre-planned entertainment for the dinner. Super fun at the dinner!!! Disappointed tt won't noe the 'truth', he isn't brave/confidence enough to admit/deny this. Having 2nd tot w/r to go a not..Hack care cos super obvious he is not interested in me!!
To diana, YK & SM, hope the email satisfy ur curiousity.
& 7:27 pm
Sights at Egypt [2.3]
Day 2 Colossi of Memnon
Real holidays mean peaceful quiet.. With great companion. R&R time. No internet email call..
"What's special feeling? What'll u do?"
& 7:26 pm