JC SiLent:You cant be that far away from me ; if we're looking on the same side of the moon

Saturday, February 16, 2008

From Beautiful Diana

''Everyone likes beautiful thing.'' - dunno how well to put this thru then u did.
A fren told me la, 'everyone is beautiful in their own way' his exact words. I think he's trying to just comfort us

To Beautiful Diana
I'm one of those who like beautiful thing. But I'm not as beautiful.. or choose not to be?
He may mean it. Sadly and to my disappointment, relative not as beautiful as oth or din meet expectation or no one appreciate my "beauty"/"cuteness"?
Beauty is relative and subjective.

Consider myself as a "minority" with a weird thinking, behaviour.. Harder to understd and like the "minority". Chose to hide and give up myself in some way. But you shldn't do tt!!No wonder many dun remain in contact due to this?

& 3:56 pm

One of my fave ad recently. Do vote for it for "Viewer's Choice" - S4

& 12:59 pm

Experiencing/Seeing sth Live for the 1st time certainly makes a diff:

1. Grandma had a bad fall.
She made all the "body liquid" accumulated inside me pour out. Must go to temple and pray for Good Luck!!
2. Had a big fight with Dad.
Really dun understd him!!When thing suddenly happen, somehow dunno who I can go for help..

3. Chingay rehearsal
4. F1 - Redbull team fr Austria at 180km/h
5. Dozen of Vintage cars and Lamborghini, Ferrari, Porsche Sport cars.
Prefer red Ferrari convertable models.
6. Star War characters - Darth Vader, Darth Vader's army and their Lightsaber.
How come dun have the environmentally frendly alien, Yoda?

Looking fwd to 2009 Chingay rehearsal. Not so crowded mah.
May upload poor quality snap fr Chingay.
Maybe time to get a better camera handphone? Any recommendation?
Or have a new expensive hobby, photography?

Or have oth hobby like diving? Anyone keen to learn? Can go diving more often?

& 11:49 am

Tuesday, February 12, 2008

This song's copied fr GH's blog.
It express my thoughts, feeling.. tt I dunno how to share. Already confused, lost, disappointed..before I reach 32

越來越不懂 - 蔡健雅

在我22岁时
回想起当时多么想谈爱
妈妈说就让它来

然而在我32岁时
发现我没太多的心去等待
它失去某种色彩

得不到的就更加爱
太容易来的就不理睬
其实谁不想遇见真爱
爱得绝对爱得坦白

以为遇上了就会明白
但每次它只留下惊鸿一瞥的感慨
yo 我越来越不懂爱

才32岁的我
虽然一个人过也过得够精彩
偶尔再想谈恋爱

然而爱总是乱了节拍
我只能够瞎猜也许能中了头彩
中了又觉得奇怪

得不到的就更加爱
太容易来的就不理睬
其实谁不想遇见真爱
爱得绝对爱得坦白

以为遇上了就会明白
但每次它只留下惊鸿一瞥的感慨
oh...越来越不懂爱

得不到的无所谓
就算是自我安慰
没必要伤悲

得不到的就更加爱
太容易来的就不理睬
其实谁不想遇见真爱
爱得绝对爱得坦白

以为遇上了就会明白
但每次它只留下惊鸿一瞥的感慨
oh...越来越不懂爱

以为遇上了就会明白
但每次它只留下惊鸿一瞥的感慨
oh...越来越不懂爱
什么都不懂

& 10:11 pm

To all esp GH and Diana

Aft go thur a few yr of single-hood..
Part of me want to be attached, be in loved.. But part of me fear rejection and failure and dunno how to socialise.

Society have certain expectation on ppl at certain age. Expected to get attached and start a family ard mid-20s. Do hope to meet their expectation soon if poss.

Need companion more than a bf. Bf dun mean he will be there for you when you need him. His ears may not want to listen to complaints, grumbles.. His shoulder may not be for me to lean on for support and comfort.

I am a selfish, self-centred person who dunno how to love. Getting numb abt this.

Is true tt I dun have the charm/qualities to attract guys.
Cannot deny tt appearance does make some diff.. Everyone likes beautiful thing.

Watch idol drama / romance to make up the fact tt I haven't been in love for a while.

& 8:58 pm

How I wish..

1. Everyone's genuinely happy , healthy, ..

2. I can go to Changi Airport T3 more often. Brightly lit with sunlight, comfortable and spacious to R&R. Likely not to bump into ppl. Maybe is a cheaper and easier way to relax and calm myself?

3. I have the time, mood, money, my close frends for companion or courage to backpack alone, .. to backpack in Europe, Taiwan, .. Must learn some basic French if go Europe

4. Travelling is cheaper.

5. Jacky Cheung and Eason Chen will come to Spore for concert. Dun mind gg alone again though the Chinese newspaper nominate both as "one of the boring concert of 2007"

6. Kit Chen participated in the Chinese version "Xue Lang Hu" in Spore. Hope she will have a concert or musical soon. Miss her voice though not her die-hard fan.

7. No extra chrg for food during CNY.
[eg] Some of the Dian Xiao Er's CNY dishes are quite ex.

8. Grandma and I are not so price elastic. Then we will be more willing to travel by taxi at times. Dun wan her to walk so much. They have successfully lower the price elastic grp's dd for taxi.

9. Spore commericals can be so gd and interesting as overseas ones like Taiwan.

& 8:38 pm

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