JC SiLent:You cant be that far away from me ; if we're looking on the same side of the moon

Monday, May 22, 2006
to Angeline, Shu Min and all. hang in there.
heard fr DQ [msm lecturer] tt some cried in the exam hall when they saw their paper last exam. i did tt paper. i feel for them. i cried too. most qns are so tough and time consuming. i dun wan to cry in the exam hall. pray hard n keep my finger cross tt the rest of the papers're managable.
at least 2 have expressed their emotion on their blog. most either have collasped or on the verge of collaspe. feel for you guys.
i am nt in any better position lah. then i feel like dying cos of the stress fr microecon and the embarrassment involved [embarrassed / loss face till death] in asking 2 guys [strangers cos i dunno them before this]stupic qns abt microecon. i have overcome this barrier. i dun care alrdy lah if nt i'll be in worse shape. i dun understd till today why they noe everything. feel extremely inferior.
needs [n]: state of felt deprivation
wants [w]: needs influenced by each's personality and culture
[n] - a sholulder to lean on
[w] - a big broad dependable sholder to lean on when emotion hit me. i dun wan to go into detail abt this.
[n] - quality slp
[w] - quality slp w/o disturbance. can slp as long as i like. slp under my blanket when it rains. such cooling weather
[n] - [must] grad this yr
[w] - [must] grad this yr wif gd result and honour. hopefully i can get a better job
[n] - getway
[w] - put on disappearing acts . need some rest. want to go somewhere further like tibet or backpack in europe or accompany my 'mum' to 1 of the small island in m'sia to rest and relaxation or shopping trip to BKK / KL.
[n] - de-dtress
[w] - all who're stressed up can rest and relax. cry all we want if necessary. vent out the emotion is necessary at times. engage in post-exam activities.
[n] - "bf"
[w] - a guy to act as my 'bf' so tt my frends can stop worrying for me esp my 'mum'. guess it will temporary 'solve' the problem. but no one wants to take up this PT acting assignment
& 9:32 am