JC SiLent:You cant be that far away from me ; if we're looking on the same side of the moon
Sunday, July 03, 2005
On wed [29/6/05], I rec���d a sms fr a long lost frend as we din contact for abt a yr so i consider them as long lost pals.
���I having party on fri. called you and Belinda. Can you make it?���
OH MY��� times really flies. I have known for more than a decade. I can���t imagine tt she is celebrating her 21st bday in 2 days��� time. Memories flash thur my mind. So beautiful and happy. We had a great chat too to keep updated abt e rest. Can I travel back in time to these precious childhood moments again? Very happy to be invited by her and I had a excellent time.
To my surprise all of them are attached. They are ���pressurising��� me to have the same status as them. Sorry to disappoint you guys, no one is on my potential list and I am nt on anyone���s potential list. So I think won���t be attached recently. Another 3 more members in the ���Peer Pressure Group��� for my romance is concerned. They seems to be more anxious than I am. I am mentally prepared to stay single for now. have lot of big plans waiting for me. unsure if the 'bf' will be the pillar and by my side or will be a hinder for my future. no one has an ans for tt. leave it aside for now 1st lah huh. maybe nt now..
Anoth interesting discovery is tt when is a gals gathering somehow the topic of 'marriage', 'bf', 'starting a family' and stuff will creep into the conversation. Some frends even have made marriage plan aft their studies and a stable career.. which mean ard 25 yr old. Actually heard of some schmates have already married.
OH MY.. marry at such a young age. cannot believe it. i have nt seen the vast world yet. i even told my gf not to get marry so early. no money for 'ang pop'. pls dun me such surprise / shock. i can't take it..
Maybe our biological clock is ticking and sending as alert tt is time to plan/think abt such matter? i admit i am one of them esp when my gf keep mentioning their romance. start to feel tt i am 'left on the shelves'. [heheeha jus a joke lah] maybe i shld do sth abt it?? anyway i am used to be alone so shld be fine.. i hope.
& 5:54 pm